Beautiful Disaster.

YFriday, July 29, 2005
I duno...what's happening to me right now..and at this point of time..i don't really care..
Farid came back and apologized. I duno what made him do so..Heck.

And yeah...I'm sick. Have been sick for two freakin days..i hate it.

Of course..he didn't msg me when i didnt msg him..so wtf.
All the more i should let go..........
_callous_ was here with you at 9:07 AM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.